Make believe, not.

Julie was on phone with me.
Her mom's condition tak stabil because of the breast cancer.
She is also not doing very well.


A good friend; what makes you a good friend?
1) to tell the truth that might hurt your friend
2) to tell a white lie hoping a miracle will happen?

When my grandma was on her deathbed, i prayed that she will die asap.
It didnt mean i dont love her. I was among he fav grandchild. But it hurts me to see her suffer... I love Julie so much.

Semoga Allah permudahkan segalanya.


Ps : jangan buat cerita dongeng partner akan mati sebab breast cancer lagi sebab itu bodoh dan benda itu berlaku dalam kehidupan aku. And it hurts me so much.


Pss : The most painful goodbyes, are the ones that are never said and are never quite explained...