Endless Story. NOT.

actually i miss u so much

hahaha. rindu mcmana?


hard to say..its ok, ill just keep it for myself
=) just keep to urself eh? so what exactly r u doin here?

hermss i dunno
eh? dtg sini jauh2 dr kl pun xtau sbb ape?

cari ketenangan kot...hehe..antara tempat yg paling sy suke..byk sejarah..
sejarah manis utk awak...

sorry if it was sejarah pahit utk awk.
hehehe. mula2 manis, lepas tu pedih. sakitnya saya allah saja yg tahu. terlalu yakin dengan awak maybe. ah. cinta remaja. =)

"so sorry for everything..more than words can say..feel very guilty..if i can return back to that time" 
eh. xyah sorry. semua tu pengalaman utk sy utk lebih kenal kaum adam. byk yg sy belajar. u r good when we were together. among the best. i rarely talk about u to my friends. it shows that i used to really love u and it really hurt when i think about it. so dont worry.
 
"i miss u every single day, like u r living in my heart.. it's really hurt to breath...dats the exact reason why im here.. seems like i made the biggest mistake in my life..i know i have to so something..but i dunno what to do..sorry for disturbing u.. i know i have to go"
saya tunggu awak tau....saya percaya cakap awak...janji2 awak...bila awak pergi mcm tu saja...sy x ada arah tuju....awak diam....awak x ckp apa.....


"Yuni, S***** minta maaf byk2.. S***** syg yuni sgt2..sbb tu s***** di sini.. tapi, s***** tau dah terlambat untuk segalanya..takpelah..yuni take care, jaga diri baik2..kalau perlukan apa2 help, i'll try my best to help..just let me know."
kalau sayang kenapa buat mcm tu kat yuni dulu?


"memberontak sebab yuni selalu lawan ckp..kan bagus kalau yuni leh teman..huhu"
dah org setuju, dia taknak. errms....kita selalu gaduh tak dulu?


"bukan taknak, dah limit sampai 2 je...huhuhu.... define gaduh...gaduh2 sayang byk la..hehe.."
yuni tak igt lah...yg yuni igt bl s***** ckp yg yuni x pernah keluarkan duit bila dating...mmg sampai sekarang yuni ingat. bawak sampai mati kot...haha
 

"haha..zaman dolu2..lgpun risau jugak jumpe..kang hugs tanak lepas2 dah..kuang6x.. s***** ada keje di perak sebenanye tp stay kat sini.. esok pg2 gerak semula..life yuni skrg ok? jd teacher mesti best kan.. hehe.. skrg s***** tgh sambung phd di utm.. insyaallah lagi 2 tahun settle..tu yg busy sgt tu"
terasa sampai today. elaun 245 sebulan. ticket bas datang sini...boleh marah sebab tu. sekarang dah kerja, sapa yg jadi boifren yuni, mmg berhabisan lah utk dia sebab geram dgn statement tu. jd cikgu ok. tp x lama kot. nak berhenti rasanya.

ok tapi nk berenti..pelik statement tu..hehe..masa tu kan sengkek..kalau skrg ni, insyaallah ok..tp zaman tu dh berlalu kan..btw yuni mmg best n untung sape dapat.
tp mmg takleh terima lah ayat tu.tngok la camne, jauh lg. hehe. kalau bgs xkene lah ditinggal2kan selalu. tp dulu yuni degil, so x heranlah klau kn tinggal pun. haha.
 

but u r always here in my heart dear..sorry dh lebih limit kul 2, kalau dulu mesti yuni teman..hehe..hope yuni sentiasa sihat n happy with ur bf..yuni take care n pls remember..I will always be here for you if needed

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i rarely talk about him. almost never. he just died.

his action 5 years ago was awful. he left me just like that....

.....just fucking like that....

Nah.
tujukan lagu ini untuk aku sekarang; bukan 5 tahun yg lalu.

haha!!!
*gelak sinikal di situ*

Nota Kaki : Sometimes it's better to be alone. No one can hurt you that way.