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aku pun tak tahu kat mana salah aku. aku juz tanya adakah die yang introduced aku pada SN kat facebook since SN in his frenlist. and yeah. my stupid mistake i added him as my friend. i admit it. aku juz tanya camne nak cancel je. nape conversation nie kene drag jauh2? aku takde niat pun nak create a conversation about SN. seriusly tak terlintas. hanya ada 2 soalan je aku nak tanya:

1. adakah die yang introduced him to me or me to him and

2. macamana nak cancel bila request jadi kawan kat fb.

salah aku ke?

salah aku ke if after 2 years, i suddenly tengok friendster SN and tngok gambar die tengah happy and aku rasa sangat down coz he get what he want and im still stuck here. salah aku ke suddenly aku teringat balik ape yang jadi kat aku dulu? salah aku ke kalau aku rindu and teringat his janji2 for a few stupid hours? adakah semua org yang bercinta, bila dia putus...dia tak boleh nak ingat langsung???? adakah semua2 nie membuktikan aku sayang lagi kat SN??? adakah sebab aku TERINGAT and MENANGIS for few hours tu BUKTI aku still takleh let him go? that's the stupid reason i ever heard.

NO. aku dah let him go since last 2 years.

there's a price for everything. yeah.
your honesty cost me my teardrops
but my teardrops...
not worth a penny in this case.

case closed.

note for myself.

"hidup tu subjektif.. xde yg spesifik terhadap sesuatu.. hanya org yg lalui akan tahu apa yg dia rasa.. hati itu abstrak " (Adam)